YThursday, December 14, 2006.
BAD TRIAL BAD DAY!
its like a bad day for me today.
did badly for my swimming retrial today.
swam a 21.55 which is like 20 sec off my last week's trial.
whats the matter with me today.
i felt so pressurised and stressed during the swim.
well not trying to like say something bad or what,
but was little stressed with Pat swimming beside me.
i was like wondering what in the world am i doing.
so concerned about her beside me that i lost count hee.
funny right.
everyone thought they did better today but apparently not.
i'm surprised. except mansheng la.
damn it! i don't care i'm going to like retrial on saturday!
just simply not satisfied.
well so moody over not doing well,
i went back home my mum still nags at me at the card why its like not send out.
and my grandma nags at me for bringing her to eat the wrong veg.
like KAI LAN and CAI XIN i don't really find any difference??? is green veg?
and my dad nags at me in the car for not swimming well.
whats wrong with all of them man!
everything seems wrong today!
and i regretted changing my strokes today.
i think it doesn't suit to use for long distance!
argh!
tmr another trial hope to do well!
not my day!
(pat i hope you don't misunderstood its just my feelings la!) loves;
10:43 PM