YFriday, December 15, 2006.
STRESSED OUT!
stressed out today!
actually the day was very nice but my dad spoilt it!
i don't understand why my dad loves to stress me?
i just ran for fun today!
whats the big matter if i don't do well today.
anyway its not my trials today, i did it last week!
and coach is not even expecting anything out from me today.
all i can say is that i'm just tired today!
physically and mentally tired!
i need a break! need to relax!
i can't be like peaking every week!
anyway everyone didn't do well so whats the big deal.
except for ppl like mansheng and pam they could improve.
to me i think i fair very well last week.
and i need a break!
i'm like satisfied. i find that i improve enough.
i just can't focus today and just can't run it today!
my body is not up to it.
so what if i am like one over min slower than last week?
why does my dad cares about his face so much?
i guess it will be hard for me to improve the next time and i was like right!
i gave it all last week and this week.
and i can't be not bothered with my dad because his face like so black.
he just want me to be so competitive and stress out.
why can't he relax.
coach is not even saying anything and he aren't my coach.
i just simply hope i do well tmr and on sunday.
Everything have its time thats in the Bible. God said it!
there will be a time i do it again. after this week its time for me to focus back in training again.
no more trials yeah!
i have got enough of pain and tears! loves;
9:08 PM
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